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To Be, A Journal Entry

There was a desperate longing in her to be. Not just to exist as others were content to exist but to be…

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Stench of Death, a Journal Entry

There are two types of death. One which begets more death; it kills and kills until the light and life are obliterated forever. Then there is the death that begets life.

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Dark Shadows

Neatly printed on a telegram are words that steal her breath and bring her to her knees. Her husband is dead. Now there is no need to check the black and white pages.

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Character Matters

Here lies the harsh reality of choosing a leader: we will always only have one option, electing a sinner.

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The Rotting Garden

Abounding all around; pride and fear. Together they intermingle like webs in a rotting garden, catching all who dwell there.

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Truth & Love

I have a few friends who have loved me boldly.

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The Ironic War of 2020

Social media is a melting pot of ideas, personalities, and perspectives. I am all for it and yet....I have some thoughts.

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Sancastles and the Beast: Observations from Covid-19

I wonder why these little kingdoms and ruthless self-made beasts are more central in our affections than family, community, and most importantly, God? Our comfort comes at a cost. One that I believe is not worth paying with our lives.

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Even They

Why is satisfaction as fleeting as a daydream? Why does beauty always leave me wanting more?

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Rusted Treasure

Months ago my Dad turned a documentary on about a submarine. It lay on the ocean floor, useless and rusted.

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Rebirth

One day I asked my mom and sister for four words…Here’s the poem that came out of it.

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Letter #1

Independence is the message they preach from the modern pulpit, but it is a lie. You are needy, and no matter how old or capable you are, that will remain true.

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Want

Just this week, I've had to ask myself some hard questions. They are questions I've asked before, but are always important to revisit, especially after a season of storms and doubt. What do I want? This one little question has vast implications, and its answer has boundless repercussions.

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Willful Oblivion

Keep feeding this nefarious hunger with food that reeks of the monster I malevolently ignore. Keep me hidden in my “truth,” where I can die willfully oblivious to the disease I created.

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Inevitable Dissatisfaction

I recently went on a walk. Right in the center of my neighborhood is a small bird sanctuary. It adds a touch of undisturbed nature to the very suburban city in which I live. Most days I marvel at the greens and browns of the square of land, but not that day.

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Restless

What did she want?

No more Importantly...

What did she need?

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Ordinary Spaces and the Feelings that Fill Them

There is nothing glamorous about my current space. It is not idyllic or quaint; it does not contain rare beauty or hints of the extraordinary. It is the ordinary sprinkled with a bit of the dull. This space is my reality. What has it been like living here?

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Trimmed Trees and Trials

What if the Christmas season brings not only brightly lit trees and creamy hot cocoa but uncomfortable trials, heavy heartache, painful loss?

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Enduring Love, A Journal Entry

This morning I read Psalm 118:1, “Oh give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his steadfast love endures forever." His love has endured me.

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